My name is Debbie. I've been suffering with depression for many years for various reasons. Lately I'm seriously suicidal and have no emotional or other support. Ive been diagnosed with Bipolar but I'm unsure since I don't have "highs". I haven't eaten all day which is weird because other times I nosh due to sadness. No one understands my struggles, pain, hurt and inner demons... I find myself all alone. I also come from an ultra strict religious home and though I am 40 they still have a strong hold on me. I was neglected as a child, went through hell on Earth when I was molested by a relative, went through a lot more hell as a teen and got married young. My ex husband emotionally abused me and slept around. I spent many, many years in court fighting him for my children's sake. And now one of my children who is married is shunning me. I have nothing to live for.