I still suffer my ups and downs but after my surgery my health has improved but it’s a challenge everyday. Even with the lose I still don’t feel like me. I hear I’m beautiful and I look great but still don’t believe it. It’s still going to take a lot of work to reach my goal but the change is good.
Recently I have been down and cried for few moments but I was told tears cleanses the soul and sometimes it’s not bad to just let it out. I just wish I wasn’t going through the roller coaster of emotions.