Hi I had a couple of good days without anxiety. And now wondering if the years of anxiety had done damage to my nervous system? Some days I feel somewhat shakey?
Now where going into February, well February 21st is my court date for my Bankrupcy hearing. I didn't lie on the paperwork, no reason too. Everything's in black n white, you'd be stupid to try? Too much on the line at this time of my life. Be been beating myself up about how I let this happen? Im probably over thinking it like I do everything else because of my anxiety. And my mom is in the hospital now fighting for her Life, she's 89, many things wrong with her, I pray if god wants to take her? I'm good with that, but your never ready for a live one to die? The other thing now, is if my mom survives? There's going to be a fight about putting my mom in a Convelesant home? Not me I'm staying out of it. My sister had been caring for her and a brother who thinks she's get better care elsewhere? My sister has said she's not sure How she's going to Handel it If she comes home? So a lot going on, trying to keep my anxiety in check. Right now I feel shakey. Thanks to anyone who reads this.