I missed you this days... I mi...

[deea21]

I missed you this days... I missed your reply and I miss somebody to believe in me. I feel connected to you but I understand that you cannot give me more than this... words. On a plastic phone. Faith and dreams that are an endless pain. I’m thinking about it again outside in the rain. Every drop makes me feel more far from you and depend on every single word you write. It hurts. It burn. My chest it’s on fire and feels like it’s going to blow up sooner, but you don’t say nothing. You’re not reading, you’re not writing hello and you don’t even care. Why would you? One day you will think about me and I will want to open the door but will be damn hurtful to unlock it so I will let it go. I miss you and I feel so down, but I will fight in the end. I will dream for sunshine and a day you write me, until then: smiles on my face would be so fake typed that I will start enjoy it...

[fauxartist]

I'm sorry your hurting, and thank you for sharing your writing about it.

[deea21 in reply to fauxartist]

I’m not sure if it help others , but my soul thinks that. I don’t try to be a burden; I just try to express myself. Hugs

[kenster1]

hi deea21.hope your ok.here for you.take care.

[deea21 in reply to kenster1]

Hey Kenster. I’m alright now. Just a meltdown moment. 🤗

[Greenbooks82]

I can relate to all of that. I’m sorry you’re going through it. Hugs.

[deea21 in reply to Greenbooks82]

It’s alright. I have to accept it.🤗