I just wanna drop everything and Dan disappear. This is my second week of work. And I'm not liking it. It's in a call center. Hearing the calls made my nerves go crazy and fell like my head was gonna explode.
The pay is decent it's not what I was making before. I'm thinking over and over. Im not gonna have enough money left for myself. I didn't realize how much debt I have. I just wanna stop paying for all my bills and not pay my car.
Agh I just wanna flee. All this debt is stressing me out.
I had been doing good and I'm just heading to the same.
I feel like a failure. And more alone than ever. 😢😢