I had a GOOD day this past Saturday which is Rare...well yesterday it came back...when I have anxiety I have trouble with eating, i don't eat much...I've had a pack of ramen noodles in 24 hours. I drink water to keep from getting dehydrated. I know this could make my situation worse. My finances are a mess...I have a bankruptcy hearing in a month, I'm 62 the financial bone if my kids. Yes they are grown, 1 is learning disable, so Please...no say just "kick" them out. It's not that easy. Iam looking to move out renting a room. Thank god my learning disabled daughter does have a place to go to (she has a child which makes it harder). She's going to school for job training about 2 months. After that I will make my move, and won't feel like I've abandoned her and my grandchild. For now this is my life. I'm hanging in there.