My last semester of undergrad starts tomorrow. I've been a little nervous about it but right now I am terrified. For the last 4 years my work and class schedule has been pretty consistent but this semester its completely different. I hate that everything isn't as consistent as it used to be and I hate how different everything feels. I feel sick to my stomach and I'm scared of what will happen after I graduate. I'm scared I won't be accepted into any grad school and I will be a failure. Since my schedule did not work out this semester I am now working 7 days a week. I'm scared to burn out. I am terrified of everything. I am going to leave for my appointment with my therapist in about 10 minutes and I am scared to not find parking since today is the first day of school and I'll miss my appointment. I just hope I'm able to figure this all out. Right now I feel like I am going to fuck up everything.