It’s so hard not give up, I sometimes don’t even know why I’m here, I don’t see a purpose sometimes😢 I feel like giving up I don’t wanna be here anymore but I don’t think I’d ever try and hurt myself but I get like racing thoughts of it but I doubt I would ever do that..is it normal to get thoughts like that but knowing you aren’t going to do it? like I keep getting this weird thought of stabbing myself in my neck or something...(weird i know) but do you think I will overcome this does it get easier!??? I need your guys help. I take meds and am seeing a psychiatrist that seems to be helping but sometimes I refuse that this is helping WHEN IT IS! Also PLEASE PLEASE DONT TELL ME ANXIETY CANT BE CURED ! THAT MAKES ME NOT WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE! Please help 😢😢 I feel so alone I refuse to think that it’s getting better and that it will. Can someone please please comment there experience and if you’ve felt the same way and please tell me it’s normal to have this feeling!