I’m a 16 year old boy. I’ve lived a very typical and very boring life. Over the past year I’ve slipped into heavy depression. Nothing really dramatic or huge happened, but I feel like the negativity in my life continued to build up. I often fantasize over the concept of suicide because I feel like it will put a end to my over thinking. All I do is think and then create new negative thoughts in my life which destroys my self esteem and desire for life. My mind seems to always be racing and my body always seems stuck and dragged down. I’ve tried spirituality and I feel all it does it make myself feel more self insecure, like I’m a freak with all these small issues and can’t enjoy my life. It’s hard to really explain but I hope joining this app can help me seek comfort and help from those also dealing with depression.