I'm so mad and angry with myself at the moment. I didn't give myself enough time to ask for carfare to get to work, which is an issue for me in itself, so now I have to call out. I just called out Saturday. Now this point will count against my absences. It's a seasonal position but I was trying to make a good impression that I may be among one of the workers that they keep. But this not looking good for me. And of course who I asked for the carfare made me feel worse; "don't you have to go to work? Um yes, that's why I'm asking. "You should of asked me earlier". A vicious cycle because she sees me go from job to job. But honestly forget what she thinks I'm just worried about my position. Stuff like this makes me think, why bother. Just go to my Psych doc and ask her if I can be exempt from working for a few months. The only thing about that is I need to move from where I'm staying so no job no place. Uh I swear, you do your best with these illnesses and it's still a brick thrown at you.