Health anxiety sucks!!!

[Natsteveo]

Hi all one of you know me some of you probably don't...I lost my mum to cancer 10 year ago and ever since this has happened every pain or niggle I get I automatically think I've got the big 'C' or ive got some terminal illness i know it seems stupid but it a huge deal to me...I've just found out I've got a large cyst on my ovary I've got the gyno in January I've had tests done my full blood count all is well except my white blood cells are raised my Dr has took a swab from me to send to the lab for when I go gyno they suspect I have a infection somewhere but because of this incident with the cyst my health anxiety has hit the biggest low I've ever felt im constantly shaking I constantly on the loo im so shot and wet through with sweat I keep burning up I keep googling my symptoms and all im getting is leukaemia blood cancer wby dp i do this to myself I've had this anxiety years and now sucks and I can't cope with aĺl this negativity every time I get somethingI automatically think it's terminal and I make myself so I'll

Love Nat xxx

[Sarog72]

Ah bless u I have anixity its horrible I know what u doing thought bless u all doc do is just keep taking tablets all time done listen keep going that’s what I do bless u take care x

[Natsteveo in reply to Sarog72]

Sarog72 thanks for replying I do get it bad after a few months every time something always starts me off like this time it's because I've found put I've got a cyst on my ovary and my white cells and platelets are raised slightly so had swabs taken they think I have a infection so I keep thinking I've got the big c

Love Nat xxx

[Sarog72 in reply to Natsteveo]

Ah bless u try n thing positive luv I know it’s hard we had a bad year my hubby got heart failure then me poorly it’s crap sometimes keep your chin up bbe take care keep in touch x

[Natsteveo]

It's been a bad year for me too y hubby had a brain bleed and now I've got this bloody cyst and raised white and platelets blood cells I just hope im ok xx