I recently lost my mom 9 months ago . I had bought I was over all this anxiety and depression and it’s just take its toll on me and my relationships with people. My significant other is so angry with me because I’ve let this control my life . I’m back in therapy and on medication to help level my head out and working on myself for the time being . I just wish my mind would slow down. I want to just forgive myself for pushing everyone that matters away .