Hi there. I have struggled with depression since the birth of my first child. It was treated somewhat successfully, eventually I stopped my medication. It got better for a little while, then it has come back this last year really bad. I am terrible at taking medication, but when I do take my medication, I feel great for a while and it's back to where it was. I recently had a hysterectomy, in fact, I am still on medical leave from surgery. I am having a hard time coming to terms with that, it was needed to help the pain I was experiencing, but still having a hard time. I tend to blame myself for a lot of things, I get angry easily, and I have a hard time being in public by myself for any length of time. I am looking for some support from those in the same boat. Thanks!