I am a mess. I have had depression since I was a teen and recently started therapy. It is going ok. But I have realized in need more support from people who understand what I am going through.
I was supposed to get married last month to my fiance (3 years together) but as we got closer to the wedding, my depression kept getting worse. He broke up with me a month before the wedding. I was left to sweep up the pieces of a broken wedding while he washed his hands off my life completely. Within minutes we went from wanting to marry each-other to people who did not talk at all.
I am slowly dealing with my loss and working on my depression. But sometimes I feel like I act impulsively. Like tonight, I was sad and I called up a friend very late at night. When they did not respond, I got so angry and alone. I need some people who will understand what I am going through and stop me from making emotional decisions please. Could we make a support group?