My mom continues to judge and say things like "can you do the dishes?" "you lay in bed all day for several days" "you don't do anything" "you are so lazy" etc.
I tell her how those words hurt. Wish i could get help/be in a hospital. I hate how nobody cares about my life. My brothers judge me too and aren't there for me. I am truly all alone. They don't see my severe depression. They just see a girl who is the laziest girl they have ever seen and is nasty, dirty, werid, strange, ugly, annoying, bad, good for nothing person. People don't understand depression. And it bothers me. I just took a shower last night and nobody freaking knows how hard that was just getting up and doing it. I am truly better off where my family don't have to worry about seeing how embarrassing my life is.....😔