I lay in bed all day. I have eating problems. I always feel like I'm starving. Laying in bed sleeping off and on all day and everyday. Right now my lower back is hurting from being in bed i think. I feel so trapped inside my mind. Sometimes i wish i could just go to a mental hospital to get treatment. I never felt normal. I feel so sick mentally and physically. I know my parents are ashamed of me. My older brothers probably want nothing to do with me anymore. I have no friends and no driving liscense i am just a big failure. This depression has me in chains.