When I booked this vacation I wasn’t THAT bad, but I should’ve known better. Me and some friends are going to Barcelona for a week and while that sounds amazing, a week is a long time for me to constantly be around people. I’m ALWAYS alone and I prefer it that way sometimes. I’m nervous that I’ll start getting restless from all the energies and be a party pooper on the trip. I’m nervous to do my own thing even though I’m a grown woman who also paid for my own vacation. I’m nervous about food choices because I’m VERY picky and I also haven’t been eating regularly for about 11 months (I was 165 at my heaviest last December and am now 139) I just hate situations like this. I will be bringing obviously my antidepressants and Xanax but I’m just scared about the length of time I’m going away. I can bear it for a 4 day vaca, maybe even 5 - but 7 seems excessive. Also to mention it’s not just me and my 3 girlfriends like I thought, it will be 7 of us because 3 are bringing their boyfriends/husband. I only really know 2 of them.