I wish I was dead

[cb934586]

I had boyfriends I could have married and jobs to earn a living. I blew it all. Now I have no job and no boyfriend

I can't stand responsibility. I have no self worth. I wish I could die. Every day is a burden.

[Cantdealanymore]

Hey! We are all human and all make mistakes. Good thing is we can learn from our mistakes and try to do differently for the future. Try investing in learning to love yourself. Listen to Louise Hay - how to heal your life on youtube. Try doing things you love. Hug yourself. Smile to yourself. Good things will come in time, but for now treat yourself well.

[cb934586 in reply to Cantdealanymore]

Thank you for your note

[Cantdealanymore in reply to cb934586]

Good luck!

[Windy101]

Jobs and boyfriends aren't a brick wall that suddenly come to an end in the road. There are always more. You're just having a symptom of looking back and feeling regrets. Look forward and ask yourself what you can do right now. Boyfriends will come along. The thing you can work on most is getting another job. Your life has a purpose and can be better.

Try to make a list every day of small things you can accomplish that will move you forward, even if it's just cleaning the bathroom (I love that one, because no one wants to do it, and the feeling of accomplishment is big!)

If you need more job skills, figure out what they are and what you have to do to get them. Take it one step at a time. Keep your plans realistic with goals you can achieve every day. Try to do three small things that will make your life better.

I'm glad you posted and hope you're feeling better very soon.