Hi all, I’ve been feeling very low and find that I have been in the same routine for ages now. I get so bored that I literally feel like I’m going crazy. I don’t have any friends, don’t go out to socialise..NOTHING. I go to uni twice a week and once I’m home and off I just lay in bed with the tv in the background on my phone. I go to the gym also several times a week but suffer from a lot of gynae issues and have pain so haven’t been for a while.
I feel like I may have borderline personality disorder too as I haven’t been feeling myself for a very long time..years even and have complete contrasting mood swings.
I feel this would be less of a strain if I had friends or something to do. I’m finding it so hard to drift off at night and when I do I wake up multiple times. I haven’t had a good nights sleep in ages.
I took my mums zopiclone and it managed to get me to sleep but not stay asleep..I feel like the lack of stimulation is affecting the sleep pattern