There is maybe an hour or two a day of feeling loved and the comfort of happiness within my relationship and in my home. The rest I feel talked down to. Never having enough money to share the burdens of this life. Somewhat useless for not working since I got sick. "Until I get to work and bring in income for the bills this is how I will be spoken too. And hour or two a day of getting to really "see" the person I've loved for almost 5years, the rest of the time I see a soul who in their eyes I'm nothing. How can I stay strong. I do not want to take antidepressants again, or fall further into sadness. Thank you for listening and being a support system.