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[Fortynfedup]

I've been trying to write what I am feeling I this post but I can't! I'll try again later maybe.

[Colorful]

always keep trying

[Fortynfedup]

I'm fighting a battle I cannot win, I'm tired. There's no fight left. I've done all I can and there is nothing more to do. I'm not suicidal just wronged by an organisation that have the power to do as they please and make it look like it's all rosy. I guess I'm just feeling sorry for myself as work stab me in the back yet again. I'm humiliated, upset and angry. I should sleep, it heals so I'm told.

[Colorful]

It seems that work/jobs are the root of the most stress for most of us. That's such a shame. We have to be there typically 40 hours a week and we deserve respect and peace while there. I hope things get better for you.

[Fortynfedup in reply to Colorful]

Thank you for replying. I'm feeling pretty low but trying to get up and get on with it regardless. I need to feel proud of myself again so I've emailed Mind uk to volunteer. I dont know what i can do to help but I'm hoping to feel useful again. What difficulties have you had with working, if you don't mind me asking?