I see a psychiatrist/psychotherapist every week, have tried numerous medications, midfullness, exercise, volunteering, ECT.
It started with financial problems, but now also involves the police and my physical health
I don't want to die, but I can't find any helpful way forward.
Samaritans are just a listening service, admission is humiliating and there is no treatment to give me anyway.
It's terrible. I
I get lots of sympathy but can't find a way forward