... To be honest, i don't normally do things like this. I'm often the one that has to be strong and shoulder the burden for others- including my wife and remaining child.
I am 27, and a father of two beautiful children- one of which I had to lay to rest in March of this year. I'm no stranger to hardships- growing up in an emotionally abusive household- and I was always thw strong one for my mother and sister; being there as an emotional counterbalance to my father. So dispite how hard this has been... I thought I could be strong enough to support my wife and child through this and be their pillar as I had done before with my family... But it's too much.
I've been advised to seek help, and this is my attempt to. I dont have insurance or any way of seeing professionals about this, and its obvious that Ive been fighting off the grief- which is coming back at full force. Dealing with depression, anger management issues, and now symptoms of PTSD- it's become too much. This is why I've sought out this support group- and why I'm putting this all out there. I've never been a part of something like this, but i need help.