I wish I could figure out a way to make my constant emotional and mental pain and suffering tangible/visible, that way people could see and understand how miserable I really am every second of every day. Maybe people would see why I am the way I am and do the things I do...
Sometimes it's just nice to know you're wanted, needed, and loved seems like I'll never feel that again...
My life feels like as if I've fallen into a big thing of quick sand, the more I struggle and fight the worse things get for me.
I wish people could see how much pain I'm in every second of the day, I feel so alone...