So this is my second post here. Things got worse. I'm feeling like a burden to my family. Is going to be like 5 months with my anxiety and depression problems. My family is really worried about my change of personality. They talked with me about 3 times now but I just can't go back to my usual self. I feel very guilty about this. I have nightmares every night and I can't sleep.
I feel like I don't deserve to live. I'm just a burden for everyone.
What do I have to do? What am I even here? How can I go back to university and face everyone?