I have an up and down relationship with my anxiety and right now it's down. I have these constant feelings of anxiety that make me feel so uncomfortable. My anxiety is something I've been dealing with for years but lately, it seems it's constantly be aggravated by things going on in my life. I've been looking for a new job recently and it's been very stressful to deal with. I also have my grandparents that I worry about since I live with them. My grandfather has Alzheimers and my grandmother may need to have surgery on her carotid artery and it's something that I worry about. My most recent worry is dealing with a new counselor since I just found out today that mine will no longer be at the agency that I'm at. I'd only had a few meetings with her but I felt like I was making a good connection with her and it's upsetting to know that I won't be seeing her anymore. I feel like I put so much into this counselor after my previous negative experience with a counselor and now I feel let down and sad and worried about starting all over again.