So I was swindled out of £150,000 by a financial adviser, found I would have to spend £250,000 to take him to court over this.
Now have been accused of harassing him, arrested and awaiting charging.
My career has ended due this, my life is in tatters, family falling apart.
Medicines no help, psychotherapy every week. Suicidal. Every day I fight these thoughts. Not settling after 5 years as life gets worse. I fear I will be convicted and it all seems injust. If this happens there will be further pressure on me for suicide,
Any ideas that I may not have tried?
I would rather like to stay alive but my guilt and regret with this is enormous and very painful and I have become a sad. angry and lonely person and even criticise many of the posts on here which sound so minor in comparison