Today was the hearing for my abuser it didn't go as planned but I can't do anything about it. I'm stressed to the point of breaking. My anxiety is HIGH. My friend's passing is hitting me harder and harder. How can someone live without the person who was there to make you smile and lighten up the mood even thru social media?
I am a total mess today and I'm just done. I would rather just get off everything and mourn everything alone.