Whenever I hang out in a social setting with more than one person I feel like no one wants me there or I'm the least liked person. I can't tell if it's the social anxiety that does it or if people can just smell that there's something wrong with me. When we're done hanging out I think about killing myself and how I would be doing everyone a favor by being gone and how much of a failure I am for not having the skills to carry even decent conversation. It's the worst because I get pretty down when no one ever invites me places unless my very likeable boyfriend is also invited. I feel like an afterthought.