Today was a very hard day, I finally threw out my dogs medicine and I just broke down. It's about to be a month since I put him down and I'm just broken. I can't say I did the wrong thing because in my heart I know it was the right choice for him, holding on knowing he was in pain would have been a choice for myself not him. But I miss him everyday and so many little things just remind me of him, the way he loved to sun bathe, the way he would tilt his head so far to the side, and the way he would kick me in his sleep so he could have more room for himself. I miss him everyday and I know I will never forget him. Someday I'll see you again little buddy, someday I'll hold you again and tell you how much I love you.