I'm doing better. Keeping strong has been difficult. I realize the issues I have are not permanent. With constant practice, praying, seeking help, and having support and the will to get better are all in themselves tiny pieces that lead to positive progress, even if it doesn't feel like it. This sight is a positive part of my journey. I have a separate issue I'll be posting about, but I just wanted to say, things will get better. Believe in yourself. Believe in healing.