I'm 48 and I've struggled with depression,anxiety,OCD,and panic all of my life. I can remember being in preschool having a panic attack (even though I didn't know what it was at the time). I'm finally on meds that help with it a bit with it but I'm nowhere near where I need to be. I worry about my health constantly. I think some of the things I worry about are so stupid and I wonder if anybody else feels the way I do. I am struggling financially and I am raising my grandchildren and it's so hard sometimes. I constantly worry about me getting sick or that I can't pay my bills and won't be able to take care of them. What can I do? I'm so tired of fighting this. Any suggestions on a good med for this?