Feeling pretty bad today.... trying hard not to have a total breakdown at the shop is work at. By myself.... not sure if I trust myself. Have no one to call.... just hate this.... been taking my meds for over 2 weeks now... why aren't they helping? Still haven't heard back from my health provider about finding me a therapist.... my social worker suppose to call me for my phone appt. later. Sure she'll be upset at me for not calling about the therapist.... I'm at a lost so tried of feeling this way.... why at it just be happy