I've been super anxious all day, went really bad, then suddenly went hypermanic, went depressed and now I'm so pissed I can't even think straight.
What the hell do I do? I need help yet everything I've done has shown me a brick wall. I know I'm bipolar, why can't anyone just professionally diagnose me so I can get treated and helped?!
I want to see a doctor, my paediatrician don't wanna do tests on me, counselling ay college aren't giving me an appointment, there's no one else in college who can help, I can't get an appointment at the walk in centre, I can't go to the GP without my parents finding out, the last thing I want is my parents to find out because they never listen and won't believe me.
What's the point?! I have NOTHING! I'm bipolar and I suffer and NO ONE WILL HELP ME!