Hi all! My name is Heather and I'm 24. I've been through a lot in life. The only family I have is my cat and my husband. Within this past year, I lost 4 pets. Two were my dad's cats and he passed almost 3 years ago. One of them passed in May last year from bone cancer. The next baby I lost was my husbands dog on December 27 and the next day I lost my dad's other cat. I decided to adopt two new cats cause I couldn't stand not having any animals. On March 1st one of those babies passed from FIP that he got from the shelter. I'm so paranoid about losing the other baby I adopted and it's driving me insane. I don't know how to deal with all of the loss I've had in my life anymore and it's making me severely depressed. Any advice would be appreciated.