I try and maintain a smile on my face and stay uplifted everyday but seems like the world is against me for the most part. It brings a sense of doubt to everything that I know and want. I've lost most of my drive when it comes to activities...my procrastination level is at an all time high...I've actually having breathing problems due to the enclose-ment of this new dilemma that has evolved. (Depression) I've had this for a while but I was unsure what it really was/is. I can't get motivated, I don't answer phone calls, and unbiased 3 days of work so far, which is unusual. Am I having a break down...?...I know I need to seek out some help but I just don't know who.