Just new here my anxiety started 4 years ago , i had a x -bf who hurts me to death and threaten me that he will kill my family for 2 years and i got a boss who raped me. My life get miserable after what happened. I tried suicide many times . I dont deserve to live like this for many years . When my anxiety and depression attack i cant work hahaha . today im not working for 3days ive been on sickleave. No one else knows these only me and my supportive new bf.