I have been dealing with depression since I was sexually abused at the age of 12 ! Not only that but I tried to first run away , that did not work , then I went to the police and told them what happened . They called my mother who did not work back in the 70's , and then they told her . She did not believe me , she told the police that I had a very "wild" imagination . Then they said that they had to call my father at work , he worked at IBM and my mother was furious ! What would it look like if it was true and it came a public matter ! But they called him in and we both had to take lie detector tests and I was very nervous so my tests came out as unable to say if I was telling the truth . So they said I was lying . That will be enough for today , but I think it is enough to get you to know how messed up my head is !! Thank you for listening !