Please listen to my story

Hello I have chronic anxiety alot of reasons that have triggered I'll start with number 1 when I was 7 I was kidnapped and molested I have alot of resentment towards my mom because I feel that at that age I was to young to be walking to parks alone with my 6 year old brother I have a 7 year old daughter and would never let her go anywhere with me or a trustworthy adult