I have had anxiety for a couple of years now, but I have always denied it and didn't want to admit it because I think people would judge me or see me different. I finally one day couldn't take it anymore and I finally admitted and accepted that I have anxiety. I am not a very social person, but once someone gets know me I am an open book. I have a very low self-esteem and don't have confidence in myself. I am currently enrolled in school and I want to be a pediatric nurse for kids who have cancer. I am not the best student but I do try to do my best. Sometimes I do not do my work or show up to wok because I think that I am not good enough or I am not motivated. I've recently been put on medication but I feel like it is not working I still feel that same. I do not know how to stay motivated in school. I feel dumb, at times I study for test and I end up failing them because once I see the test my mind goes blank. I also haven't passed the TEAS test which is an entrance exam for nursing school but I have been close to passing it. I want to know how to stay motivated and feel good about myself. I am always anxious about everything.