I found this place by looking through my 15 year olddaughter's cancer treatment information. She's 2 years clean right now and has scans tomorrow. I'm an anxiety ridden hot mess tonight. I always get this way before scans. It sucks! I've been diagnosed with PTSD and my husband left in October. I literally have no one to share my fears with other than my parents and I don't want them developing the same fears as me. I just need someone to talk to, someone who will listen and tell me everything will be okay. I want nothing more than to crawl in bed and just cry, but that would make my daughter afraid of scans tomorrow and I want her to be able to relax and be a kid. I want to carry all the burdens so no one else has to. I can't even talk to my husband because he has completely written us off and blocked us from his life. I'm sad, I'm scared, I'm angry and I don't know how to turn this off?!?!