I've has anorexia for over 2 years now and have put my body through hell in that time. Constantly losing weight, exercising excessively and then putting on a little weight before I freak out as I'm scared I'm getting too fat and then start to lose weight again and on and on it goes in a vicious circle. Have noticed a yellow tint to my eyes when I pull my eye lids down and am scared it might mean that I've damaged my liver. Has anyone else had this or know anything about this? I've lost weight again and am down to only 9 stone and I'm 5 foot 11. Feel really trapped at the minute and scared, I know I have to start eating again as I can't afford to lose any more weight, but my anorexic voice is so loud at the minute and is screaming for me to lose more weight. Can't see my counsellor till next friday and needed to share this with soemone, so have posted this as I know people understand what I'm talking about and will be able to offer advice. What can I do as I find it so hard to eat even the smallest amount without severe stomach pains at the minute, but I really want to eat at the same time as I'm in so much pain physically.