I have atypical Anorexia and have been restricting my diet for quite some time and whilst my family say I look too thin my weight is ok for my BMI and I just don’t think I look thin. I want to be slimmer, but I can’t seem to shift the weight despite hours at the gym and two small meals a day. Today I had a massive slip up and have binged quite badly, I wanted sweets and chocolate and I just caved. Now I feel so ashamed and guilty and bloated and sick and I hate myself. I’m terrified this one binge will make me put weight on so I want to exercise and restrict more. I hate myself for bingeing.