Hi, when I was 12 years old, (I'm now 15), I started to feel pressure about my weight. I was watching videos of models and korean girls, a lot of korean girls actually, since that moment, I am constantly watching what I eat and how I look, or how I weight. I am 5"9 and my weight is 139 (around that). But for the past few weeks, I ate very small portions. Like 800 calories a day. The thing is that I don't look underweight. Actually I have a little bit of fat. So I tell myself that i need to lose more weight. After every meal, I feel big and fat and bloated. I exercice a lot in order to lose weight quickly. Last week I was so impressed, I weighted myself and saw that I had lost around 5kg in 1-2 weeks. I can't stop thinking about my weight.. I am afraid of gaining weight. I don't want to start an eating disorder but I can't stop myself! It's that even if I want to be healthy and strong, I want to be thin and not eating is the perfect solution. I don't know what to do.. Please help me, if ou have some advice, please tell me.
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