I weigh 60 kg and I am 164 centimetres tall. My BMI is 22. I feel like that's to much. I avoid looking in the mirror whenever I can because when I do look to myself I feel fat. I'm obsessed about weight loss and I eat in general healthy although In can't seem to manage to lose weight. I think I eat on a normal basis but I have days where I don't eat much of where I eat more than I think I should and than I feel guilty. Sometimes I put my fingers in my throath after. I excercise regulary but not obsessivly. I have lost my appetite for a few days now so I only eat because I have to and even than I feel guilty. I don't feel like what I do is wrong but I know it's not good. Do I have bulimia even though I do not experience the binding part?