I recently signed up on here with hope that I'll find something's out and what I should do. I think I have an eating disorder but I'm not skinny. I'm 5,8 and weigh 128. I'm 16 (girl) I starve myself because I want to be the thin pretty girl everyone likes. I exercise for almost 3 hours every night in my room. The lowest weight I've been is 118. I always thought to be anorexic you have to be serverly underweight and I'm not. I wish I was. Food is all I think about. I count calories and if I don't know what's in something I won't eat it. I have depression and I'm not sure what to do. No one knows but my one friend and she said I should tell someone. But I don't think anyone would take me seriously since I'm not deadly skinny.. I never eat breakfast and I weight myself over 10 times a day. I try to skip dinner everyday but I usually eat it. I hide food in napkins and throw it away when no ones looking. This has been going on for 2 years and I don't see it ending. There's more I could say but I can't think. I don't know what to do.