Hi, I've been struggling with a general eating disorder for around 3 years now, although I guess its been around for a lot longer now I look back at my eating habits growing up. I've realised I need to get help and I've finally decided to go to the doctor but I just don't know what to say. I'm terrified they're going to look at me (I'm a fairly normal weight, maybe a bit overweight) and say I don't look like I have a disorder or not believe me. I've been struggling to eat anything recently - my job has been very stressful and every time I do manage to eat something my stomach swells up and I feel really ill. I don't know if this is psychosomatic or something else is wrong. I'm just really worried I've messed up my body permanently this time. What do I do?