Hello. My name is Mahi.
If you haven't seen me around before, it's probably because I'm new here.
I'm 16 years old, 5'5, and 110 pounds.
I know this doesn't sound that bad, but ED's are characterized by mental characteristics. So hear me out--
My family life is complicated. My parents argue a lot, and I feel like I'm never good enough for them because of what they say in their fits of rage about me.
They make me feel ugly, worthless, fat, and all the like.
Naturally, all I ever wanted was control...and I fulfilled that desire through pushing myself.
Seeing how little I can eat, seeing how much I can exercise...
...just yesterday I ran 5 miles and ate somewhere around 500 calories. (I can pull this off when my parents aren't around. When they are around, I have to be careful about this.)
I don't know how to curb these feelings. I want to stop myself before I end up damaging my health, permanently.
Can anyone help?
Thanks in advance!