Hello, I'm new to this community. Just want to put it out there that I've started missing meals and am feeling very bad about eating. I also tried to throw up a couple of days ago (it failed, I couldn't throw up). I've eaten way too much over the week which I'm not happy about either. Maybe it's because of my "bipolar" (self diagnosed, struggling to get medical help and won't tell my parents because I don't trust them), it's been getting worse over the past couple of months.
Considering the fact that I helped my friend battle her eating disorder 3 years ago, this is wrong. Plus she's angry at me for doing it too, I don't blame her.