This is going to sound so daft but I need to talk on a community who may under stand what it's like.
I have finally got an appointment booked with my ED service on 29.04.17. This so now my 3rd referral over 8 years.
Over the last week I have hd real encouragement from my husband to try and put on weight. I've started to eat alot more and even challenge some more fattening foods that cane from a nutritional consultant about 7 weeks ago.
I'm just really worried that between now and my appointment next week because of all the extra food I've been eating/will eat I will gain even more weight and they won't take my ED seriously.
Last time I weighed myself I was around 7 stone 9. My bmi was around 17.9. I'm worried I've probably reached a bmi of 18 or even 18.5 so effectively as this is in a healthy range they won't help me.
Problem is Im so unwell in my mental self that if I don't talk to someone in will be in this vicous cycle forever.
It's ok consuming these foods but I don't want to live with the guilt or constant need to exercise excessive after eating a biscuit or something.
Just want some advise and reassurance as I'm worried I will cancel the appointment to avoid disappointment/embarresment